Quick run through of the week.
Went to court and he's fighting the restraining order. So now I have a lawyer and I meet with her on Tuesday. I just want this to be over.
Thursday night went out to the Muny, then Uncle D's, then the Muny again. Miller Light was there and handing out free drinks all night. I got a shirt that had a picture of me, Jackie, Crash, and RJ on it. I got pretty trashed. Greg (the head of promos) offered me a job to be a Miller Light girl. He wants me to go to Maryville and Kansas City with them...places where people won't know who I am and I can do whatever. I'm suppose to call him sometime this week if I'm interested...I'm thinking about it.
Adam called me that night and he wanted me to come down on Friday.
Friday I went to work. I debated all day about going down there to see him. After work I called him and he convinced me to come down. I went down there and we went out to eat and then we went to Fitters. Got trashed.
Saturday morning I left. His going away party was Saturday night...he didn't even invite me. So I came home feeling used and like a whore. I'm pissed at him and we sent some pretty mean text messages back and forth. *sigh* I'm sad to see it ending this way, but I think I'm doing this cause it's easier to be mad at him and see him leave then not be and be upset. It sucks. I had such a good time on Friday, but it really hurt my feelins he didn't invite me to stay Saturday.
So Saturday Bob, RJ, and I started drinking around 4. We ended up drunk around 6. We even got the dog drunk. Brant came up from Columbia. We all went to Uncle D's and stayed there all night. Then I went with Brant and Worm to a Phi Sig party. We stayed there until 4am, then I went to Worm's to sleep. I didn't think it would be wise of me to drive home and RJ had already passed out and I couldn't get ahold of him. Worm was nice and gave me cloths to sleep in. He didn't touch me at all. Which I was happy about cause I didn't want him to...
I slept most of the day. Then we went to Grandpa's b-day party. I hung out with Josh most of the time talking to him and catching up.
We got home and Mike called me. We talked for about 30 min. Made a date for Tuesday and Thursday. Tuesday we are going to go see Casey sing and Thursday we are going to the comedy club with people I work with.
Mike is hard to understand. Back in March we kinda 'talked' for a little bit. Well the past couple weeks the nights I'm out he'll usually come out. He's someone I can sit down and talk to and have serious conversations. He seems interested in me, but then again he doesn't. He never makes a move or anything like that. Maybe something will happen on our 'dates' this week. I would like to start dating someone. DATING...nothing more.
Jake still hasn't called me. I'll have to ask Katie what's going on.